I don’t want to deal with the responsibilities that I have. Well, it’s not really that I don’t want to. I just can’t seem to find the motivation to do it.
What the hell is wrong me?
PARANOID.
When my friends’ girlfriend/boyfriend texts me, I always think that it’s my friend’s way of testing me if I will flirt or not. ANO KO NATURAL NA MALANDI?
It’s so nice how an expression like “HAHA”, “JOKE” and putting smileys you don’t really mean like: “:D, :))” can easily fool people. I don’t get why people like texting so much. It’s just so insincere. Don’t they realize how easy it is to fake emotions on text?? That’s the reason why I will never like someone just because of that. It’s soo highschool. ANO KA TEXTMATE? Shit. grow up.
Something is wrong with me and I don’t even know what it is.
Seriously. I’m convinced that I have some sort of late onset of autism or something. I don’t know maybe I just want to give it a name or something just so it won’t remain a mystery. All I know is that something is not right. Lately I’m just so withdrawn around some people. Even my friends and classmates. And it’s affecting my relationships with people close to me.
At first I saw it as being independent and shit. But now it turned into some kind of social awkwardness.
[I felt like I needed to set myself apart from people so I could grow. But what happened was, we grew apart.]
I wasn’t always like this.
People want to be close to me. But I just want to get away. Maybe because I want deal with my issues first before they get involved in my life.
Please tell me what the hell is wrong with me.
Labo ko. puta.
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